Ah, sorry you are having mini breakdowns. Being pregnant is hard enough without extra stress. I'm going to try and keep positive as well and not google anymore as that's what's causing me stress. Hope it all goes well for you too x
I experienced it with my second who’s now 5 months old. I found out at the 20 week scan and had a couple extra scans, I was getting pushed into induction (like I was with my Feb 23 baby) but refused and I gave birth naturally and without any complications. They told me that they never used to highlight it in scans but have since changed it since, I think they just do extra scans to be thorough about blood flow x
I’m currently experiencing it with our third. I’m 26+2 and booked in for the same growth scans. Not had any issues directly affected by it yet but also aware of how serious it can be and having a mini breakdown about it at least once a week. Trying to remain positive though and happy that I’ll get to see baby a couple extra times. Hoping it all goes well for you 🤍