I’ve a positive strip test

I miscarried Oct 22nd and now it’s Nov 27th I had light bleeding once on Nov 19th that stopped after a short time. I’m about to take a digital weeks clear blue and I’m super scared to get my hopes up. My partner doesn’t seem to excited so I don’t feel the love or care rn that I’d like. But I’m sharing on here for hopes that it is positive also for anyone who has tips on how to track when I might have conceived as I’ve no idea how many days I could be x